im exhausted. physically, emotionally and mentally. i dont really give a fuck about anything now. maybe except for the liv chel match now. i want liv to win sooo badly. so why dont you just leave me alone. ive had enough of your shit. and mine.

done my essay. gotta send trevie his pics later. and print ps essay for her. went to ecp today. wished it could have been more fun. but nevertheless, the sea breeze was really good. i really needed it to clear my brain and make me wake up and see things around me. see THROUGH things. ive realised that all your sweetnothings were lies. nothing lasts forever. friends come and go. so, i shall move on.

dads sending me to school tomorrow. lets hope tomorrow will be a good day. i need a break.